A happy marriage with a masculinity guru that she was in love with, before he discovered her. A connection with a person that completes her, and impresses her. A highly charged physical connection.
For me there is a difference between reading lines like the ones above, and feeling them. Connecting the written with emotions is what i use a lot of preparationtime for.
For Joani's love I had the idea to connect it to emotions I empathise with when I watch the women in dr Who ( 9 and 10) and base Joanis view of her husband, on the tree leading ladies view of the Doctor.
this video is gonna be her themesong for him, and describes the overall feeling of how she believes in him http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-3jBaDXZpY
The tree ladies in Dr who is gonna represent their archtypical emotion towards the doctor.
Rose - The love that is worthy of his sacrifice and powerful enough to fight for him
Martha - The one that is good enough to be his companion but never to reach his romantic intimacy.
Donna - His equal. Platonic friendship of equal powers.
The "Patchwork model" is basically to divide Joanis perception and reactions to things involving love, and to connect them to different associated emotionpackets for me.
Joani as the wife
Joani as the guru
Joani when she is without him/when she is a mother to her son and a friend
- i'm gonna rewatch dr who 2005 and get the nuances of the different characters. The only thing I'm certain of ( for now :-p ) is that I wont powercast them - a.k I won't take the easy fit. For me that would be equals in the marriage. But it might end up there.
Anyways- The themesong for him is in the bag and I am gonna get some photos of my younger brother from the 80'ies and early 90'ies to work as Joanis son. They look old and "in that style" and have the advantage of looking like me! I might actually just morph my feelings for my brother to describe some of the motherly feelings, because I don't have much experience with it. I have some memories from playing " The Journey" that thought me some empathy with motherhood, but I think it is a hard one to fake with a non-player person. And the son Daffodil is not gonna be in the game...So I need some easily accessible emotion unless I find another way in. He has to be a huge part of Joanis life, but since it might be almost unmentioned during playtime, it is a lot of work to do, for no other reason than an honest portrait of a Character that has this aspect to her life. Anyways- Solving this paradoxish problem is one of my priorities :)
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Removing bodyhair is effective, but not really necessary to do all the way. The "naked" arms are really interesting but the little hair that got removed from torso was kinda undetectable - and it was kinda complicated to remove...so arms and legs are gonna get waxed.
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